Wow... I've been singing this song for some weeks now... seems like the lord has just sent me a praying spirit to fight some demons in my life... I guess its like the songs says... Wounds get in the Way, wounds from, mistrust, distrust, hurt, scars of the past that have life long wounds, its like a healing on the surface but without the touch of God. They seem to just boil and fester on the inside, it is those things that have been preventing me from receiving my blessings... So as I meditate on this song... I am learning to recognize the fact "that everything that is; will be " becuz in reality It's already done... my path has already been written, my life is already laid out and my destiny is set forth, Im just walking the pattern designed by God... (now staying along the lines and not stepping outside the boundaries is all up to me... )
Its almost a painful comedy how things have been presenting themselves to me in the most unusual ways, from friends to family... things just seem to manifest themselves right before my eyes... and all I can say is WOW... aint no changing folks... aint no use in pouting about tough situations... its just a test... folks and situations are just mountains to climb... praying to move the mountain doesnt make u stronger... but prayers for strength to make it over and through give you the power to stand firm against the next adversity... It's Already Done... yesterday I may have been down there but today I'm one step higher than yesterday.. It's Already Done... and Thank God for that...
I've decided that its ok to accept struggle.. its ok to embrace the storm.. its ok to still love folks who mean you no good because its not them its just circumstance and situation that creates the behavior, and ultimately, its ok to "go through some stuff'" ... because you cant appreciate being in the sun if you've never been through the rain... so I know there's a blessing for me , and I know he's working it out for me... I have faith he's working it out in me.. and working it out all around me... It's Already Done...
Going through life seemingly alone aint always easy... but when you learn, your truly never alone, is when your joy comes to life... and for me... It's Already Done... pray my strength and sanity!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
It's Already Done...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
THE SALT N PEPA SHOW... its On!!!!!
For those that dont know I was a SALT N PEPA fiend... baby, I loved these ladies to no end. When I heard that there was reality show I damn near had another heart attack (inside joke)... It funny now to see them as mothers, Salt is now married and apparently is a sanctified Ms. holy roller.. and Pepa is still "the party girl" .... finally getting to see the real deal attitudes of these ladies amazes me... the way they relate to each other is hysterical. Salt obviously holds on to trying to be the boss of the two, with Pep still being the spitfire round da way girl... I took a minute to watch the first episode clips on VH1 and the first show already had me cracking up... Take a look at some bits of the show.. tell me what you think!!!!
Its going to be sooooo interesting to me just tosee what the ultimate goal is in putting the two ladies back together becuz they are sooooo obviously different now.. and just as a side note.. where the hell is Spinderella... and did she get that dog tooth fixed???? I hope so.. cant wait to see what this show is gonna bring!!!! DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMA...Thursday, October 11, 2007
You know Ur shady!
Shady, one word with so many meanings.. some use it to describe comfort and shelter... a form of relief from being in a warm situation.. and totally flipped in another direction th same word can be used as an adjective to describe behavior or situations, circumstances, people or places... Shady! hmmmm... Whichever way you use it, you know it when you feel it.. you know when the temperature gets hot, the relief of a cool shady place is all you desire, and you know when your in place you have no business being and the patrons seem to be a little quirky, the behavior a bit out of the norm and the dealings going on.. well just seem shady... and lastly.. you damn sure know when someone is "giving you shade" behaviors toward you; not the norm, conversation is not the norm short, unfriendly or faked out smiles..
Shade... hmmm.. you know it when you feel it...
Where is all this coming from you may ask???
Let's say its just a little subtle note to say, I recognize your shade.. I recognize your ability to be all in my face one day then cold shouldered the next... How my number is memorized today and forgotten 2morrow, I recognize your sporatic attempts to gain my attention and your here and there droplettes of what you think may be enticing behavior... it's interesting... HA! your shade...interesting... you shady, and you know it and its ok... 'becuz what you've fail to realize is I have mastered the ability to be oblivious an go with the flow.. so just because I dont comment, doesnt mean I dont know... itcould be my overlooking your failure to fool someone who's already been there and done, just allowing you to continue to do what you do... whatever it is, just make this note ...
Shade recognizes shade... the more you give.. the cooler I get... so keep giving and I'll keep receiving...your shade.... because your shady... and you know it... HA!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
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